> Saturday, September 26, 2009
What happened in a night:
1. Went for GESL pre-olympics training with 8 fellow mates.
very extremely glad that I went cause we had so much fun that we decided to stayover together.
After the games, the group decided to go to JP for dinner while I headed towards Dhoby to meet Wan Ching and co.
very extremely glad that I went cause we had so much fun that we decided to stayover together.
After the games, the group decided to go to JP for dinner while I headed towards Dhoby to meet Wan Ching and co.
2. Wan Ching and I got married.
We realised we had feelings for each other after singing countless love songs and decided to marry to each other.
HAHA.
K stop the crap!
Happy Birthday Wan Ching! :D
Had her celebration at Alps Cafe and it was pretty fun singing and losing voices together.
Photos to be uploaded once I grab hold of them!
3. Headed towards Landy's place and got a lift from him to NTU and met up with the other fellow mates when everyone started having heart attacks and went on a killing spree.
With cards haha.
It's damn cute seeing those 21 year old guys trying so hard to not look like a killer when they obviously are,
and so fun to see everyone getting all stressed up to sentence the murderer to death.
Everything ended at 5 am when we all tried to get some sleep (but to no avail for Kim Fatt!) and got up at 7 to prepare for our big day!
Us during Tchukball, soccer and frisbee.
No photographer for the other games! ):
No photographer for the other games! ):
That's how Khyrul looks like in person
How 5 normal humans...
...Turn into monkeys in a flash.
3 musketeers
A very very very very very very burnt Landy
Girl players!Degree 16's strength :D
Our nanny for the dayA very expensive Shu Rong with all our valuables hahaha
This's supposed to be candidIt's either the photographer is sucky or they are too skillful
But since I am the photographer, I shall insist it's the latter muahaha.
Then the results was revealed,
and we were totally shocked
cause we are the overall champs! :D
Being the champs has never crossed our minds! we were eliminated during the first round of captain's ball, tchukball and floorball :x And we didn't took part in BB. But everything just turned out super great for our final 2 games that we could stay alive in!
Other than the fact that we became 10 lobsters with multiple blueblacks, black noses and 2 shaded monster arms.
):
cause we are the overall champs! :D
Being the champs has never crossed our minds! we were eliminated during the first round of captain's ball, tchukball and floorball :x And we didn't took part in BB. But everything just turned out super great for our final 2 games that we could stay alive in!
Other than the fact that we became 10 lobsters with multiple blueblacks, black noses and 2 shaded monster arms.
):
Deg 16 players unite
&
Jumps of joy!
Ending off with 2 enthusiastic people,
&
Jumps of joy!
Ending off with 2 enthusiastic people,
TOTALLY FAB.
> Saturday, September 19, 2009
one thing i never do is to blog about family matters online.
and i seriously can't hold myself back anymore!
Family problems have been going on for a very long time,
don't tell me things like every family has their own problems.
I really can tell you my family has all sorts of problems.
Because they are never satisfied with whatever they have!
We, as daughters, try not to upset them to our best ability.
So don't you think they as parents should stop pushing their limits?
It's not a case of growing up kids having problems with their parents because their parents are getting in their way of being stylo milo with all the curfews, restrictions etc.
We have a serious problem with them being unhappy about everything!
Who on earth throw keys/fork/random item they can find when they are angry?
Who on earth scream their lungs out even though they are at fault?
And there are damn many more who on earth that I can state.
If we don't do whatever they think it's correct, we are in the wrong.
I once had to submit something online for grading and as a student, of course I know the best way to do it.
But he insisted that I do it in the way he suggested that was not viable so I told him that it should be done another way, NICELY.
Then there came a booming voice yelling at the top of his lungs (and made him sound more ignorant than ever) and down came a flying fork.
Because he couldn't accept the fact that he is wrong.
This is just something small. but it ended in a sour way.
So I went to highlight my hair today, something that I have been wanting to do but did not go ahead because I don't want to upset them. But after so many incidents recently, I decided that I really should not let them go in their ways anymore.
There's a line between being filial and blindly submitting to them.
And obviously they got really upset.
So they asked (or yelled) why we insist on doing things that will upset them. If we are filial, we would have done such things only after they die!
Seriously what the dot!
In their mind, we are always wanting them to die.
Do they really have to talk about death!
Tell me if that's frustrating cause they never believe we care for them!
Is there a need for such hooha over some strands of hair of slightly different shade?
And they kicked a big fuss not because of that, but cause of the same old thing.
They simply don't want to be defied, whether or not the thing that we do is right/wrong/harmful/harmless!
Of course we know that they care for us and thus the anxiety.
My sis and I are not the clubber type, but sometimes we do wanna go to bond with our friends.
But we forgo it to avoid upsetting them.
Sometimes we feel like staying out alil later on a Saturday night after a long week,
But we cast aside that thought to avoid upsetting them.
We want to do what we really want,
but also, we can only dream about it cause we don't want to upset them.
And when we meet with things that we really want to do and went ahead with it,
they talk like the whole world has crashed and that we're the worst daughters of all.
BUT
SERIOUSLY,
THEY NEED TO OPEN THEIR EYES AND LOOK AROUND.
I am not saying we've done a good job, but i dare say we've been trying very hard and have compromised hell lots of things I really wish to do for them.
And it just irks me to hear them complaining about everything despite having everything.
And this whole thing is making me feel so lonely because they've just shaped me into somebody with low self-esteem and confidence cause everything that I do is wrong!
People who don't understand my family background will not understand a single thing. and hence I find it hard to make new friends because they've no idea of what's going on everyday in my family. So after a difficult night everyday, I would cry to sleep and turn up in school with a smile again.
I'm gonna go crazy if I don't do anything about all this shit.
and i seriously can't hold myself back anymore!
Family problems have been going on for a very long time,
don't tell me things like every family has their own problems.
I really can tell you my family has all sorts of problems.
Because they are never satisfied with whatever they have!
We, as daughters, try not to upset them to our best ability.
So don't you think they as parents should stop pushing their limits?
It's not a case of growing up kids having problems with their parents because their parents are getting in their way of being stylo milo with all the curfews, restrictions etc.
We have a serious problem with them being unhappy about everything!
Who on earth throw keys/fork/random item they can find when they are angry?
Who on earth scream their lungs out even though they are at fault?
And there are damn many more who on earth that I can state.
If we don't do whatever they think it's correct, we are in the wrong.
I once had to submit something online for grading and as a student, of course I know the best way to do it.
But he insisted that I do it in the way he suggested that was not viable so I told him that it should be done another way, NICELY.
Then there came a booming voice yelling at the top of his lungs (and made him sound more ignorant than ever) and down came a flying fork.
Because he couldn't accept the fact that he is wrong.
This is just something small. but it ended in a sour way.
So I went to highlight my hair today, something that I have been wanting to do but did not go ahead because I don't want to upset them. But after so many incidents recently, I decided that I really should not let them go in their ways anymore.
There's a line between being filial and blindly submitting to them.
And obviously they got really upset.
So they asked (or yelled) why we insist on doing things that will upset them. If we are filial, we would have done such things only after they die!
Seriously what the dot!
In their mind, we are always wanting them to die.
Do they really have to talk about death!
Tell me if that's frustrating cause they never believe we care for them!
Is there a need for such hooha over some strands of hair of slightly different shade?
And they kicked a big fuss not because of that, but cause of the same old thing.
They simply don't want to be defied, whether or not the thing that we do is right/wrong/harmful/harmless!
Of course we know that they care for us and thus the anxiety.
My sis and I are not the clubber type, but sometimes we do wanna go to bond with our friends.
But we forgo it to avoid upsetting them.
Sometimes we feel like staying out alil later on a Saturday night after a long week,
But we cast aside that thought to avoid upsetting them.
We want to do what we really want,
but also, we can only dream about it cause we don't want to upset them.
And when we meet with things that we really want to do and went ahead with it,
they talk like the whole world has crashed and that we're the worst daughters of all.
BUT
SERIOUSLY,
THEY NEED TO OPEN THEIR EYES AND LOOK AROUND.
I am not saying we've done a good job, but i dare say we've been trying very hard and have compromised hell lots of things I really wish to do for them.
And it just irks me to hear them complaining about everything despite having everything.
And this whole thing is making me feel so lonely because they've just shaped me into somebody with low self-esteem and confidence cause everything that I do is wrong!
People who don't understand my family background will not understand a single thing. and hence I find it hard to make new friends because they've no idea of what's going on everyday in my family. So after a difficult night everyday, I would cry to sleep and turn up in school with a smile again.
I'm gonna go crazy if I don't do anything about all this shit.
> Thursday, September 17, 2009
What happened once upon a last Thursday break..
... was a trip to Europe
and a ball game!I think I'm in the middle trying to touch the ball beyond my reach hahaha
Aiming........and......MISSED!
As usual though hahahhaa.
But i managed to shoot 2 hoops k!
Wan Ching in action.It was daaaaamn pressurising cause all of them are so good at it la!
The physicists, chemist and geographer
***
and this Thursday..
was a happy day cause I reached home before the sky turns dark, FOR THE FIRST TIME!
that seriously feels good la.
& cause it's Thursday=tmr's Fri=WEEKENDS!
The days that I look forward to since monday.
hahaha very loserish to admit that I start to countdown to weekends on the first weekday.
And a random uncle chatted with me in the lift about his week and I don't know why it feels good to engage in small chats with my neighbours.
That's about it!
All the datelines drawing near.
oooommmmgeeee.
> Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Child talent Charice Pempengo.
I think I've repeated 150 times:/
You'll sink into depression for 5 days if you miss it.
> Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Nothing much to blog about today,
other than the fact that my eyebag is now symmetrical to my eyelids.
I feel sick today
:(:(:(
But went to school with that cause I don't wanna miss anything
But came home feeling as stupid as ever.
Understand nothing the cheena man's trying to teach.
so here I am,
still unable to sleep cause I'm trying to figure out what the man had taught earlier in the day.
:(
other than the fact that my eyebag is now symmetrical to my eyelids.
I feel sick today
:(:(:(
But went to school with that cause I don't wanna miss anything
But came home feeling as stupid as ever.
Understand nothing the cheena man's trying to teach.
so here I am,
still unable to sleep cause I'm trying to figure out what the man had taught earlier in the day.
:(
> Sunday, September 13, 2009
Field studies last FriEnthusiasm to blog daily is still here!
Anyw, am blogging in the Lib now cause it's the time of the day when I have 5 hours break again.
I think I am enjoying Geography techniques lesson more now although that's the reason why I've to suffer 11 hours of long breaks weekly because the things that I learn is very applicable and practical.
And today's lesson was about Chek Jawa.
Went to Pulau Ubin earlier this year and I didn' realise there were so many geographical landforms and wildlife that I missed.
So one thing for sure, I'm going there again soon ;)
Back to books.
Anyw, am blogging in the Lib now cause it's the time of the day when I have 5 hours break again.
I think I am enjoying Geography techniques lesson more now although that's the reason why I've to suffer 11 hours of long breaks weekly because the things that I learn is very applicable and practical.
And today's lesson was about Chek Jawa.
Went to Pulau Ubin earlier this year and I didn' realise there were so many geographical landforms and wildlife that I missed.
So one thing for sure, I'm going there again soon ;)
Back to books.
>
I've decided to make it a point to blog daily about my final 4 years of studying life.
Though it's my N times making this empty promise ooopsxz.Let's get started!
Thursday was a crazy day cause I only slept at 4am :(
Thus I overslept on Friday and had to cab from Boon Lay.
& it was super expensive loh for that distance!
When I finally reached school, my classmates were already doing the field studies!
Was a fun lesson cause we get to use the real instruments that geographers use to measure slope gradient.
but the fun excludes the report that follows haha.
Trained down to Tampines Mall to celebrate our dear Huiying's birthday.
The poor girl had to come with her injured arm in sling :/
All the tricks that we wanna pull on her failed terribly!
One classic one was that we bought Capital land vouchers for her and we gave her the receipt and told her that she has to collect her vouchers from the Information Counter with that (when there was no such thing lah). But after we're done with the meal, the info counter WAS ALREADY CLOSED!! That saved her from a major embarrassment la cause she really buy our story and was planning to do that!
Tuition on Saturday, study and met ZS at night!
Poor fella was stuck in camp till 9+pm :(
and it was Ah Niao's birthday today but he was another poor fella stuck in camp!
HAPPY BIRD DAY AH NIAO!
Though your bird wings have been removed by army and was confined on this day.
At least you'll be spending your day in your aircon bunk with TV ;p
Then it was Huiying's big day on Sunday!
But was unable to celebrate with her on the actual day :(
nevertheless, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
May all yr wishes come true though I know you only have 1 wish now ;)
And also on Sunday, ZS and I are 11 months stronger :)
Didn't have much time to celebrate cause we have to rush home to celebrate for my sis birthday. So we went for sth we've never done before and that is...neoprints! hohoho.
That irritating fella kept psychoing me against the idea and he ended up being the happiest one decorating all the pictures.
Rushed home together thereafter for sissy's birthday celebration then ZS went back to his camp and I am here typing this post with a 10kg tummy after the feast haha.
And after tonight would be another hectic week in school.
:(
> Friday, September 11, 2009
Adaptation is the key to survival in school and that's why I am dying.
Had so much to blog but I am a poor chap who's robbed of time and sleep.
Missed my friends greatly but have no time to meet up.
Wanted to make more friends but have no energy to socialise.
September's a birthdaydy month and I have 4 people growing a year older just over this weekend. So happy to see them happy so happy birthday sept babies!
Gonna blog proper soon.
=)
Had so much to blog but I am a poor chap who's robbed of time and sleep.
Missed my friends greatly but have no time to meet up.
Wanted to make more friends but have no energy to socialise.
September's a birthdaydy month and I have 4 people growing a year older just over this weekend. So happy to see them happy so happy birthday sept babies!
Gonna blog proper soon.
=)
